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Wednesday, August 20th, 2008
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9:06 am - update!!!
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ok so I haven't written anything in awhile.
so i started school on monday. I'm taking 4 classes this semester but the 4th one dowes not start until late september and it's a saturday class.
my work schedule has been really weird this week. it's going to be even weirder next week.
billy and i, i think, are doing ok. a few days before my birthday we kinda exploded and talked about different things. i got a little scared but i guess were fine. he got me my new cell phone and a gift card to aero for back to school shopping.
the new army rumor is that his unit will be in arlington heights on october 25! which is really exciting because one that's almost 3 weeks early! and two his mom leaves october 22 for 2 weeks! so there is no arguing who's getting him!
alright well got to get ready for another crazy and hectic day!
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| Wednesday, July 16th, 2008
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7:33 pm - too much
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There is so much going on in my head right now. I miss Billy. I want to go to Aurora University already. I don't want to do all this stupid homework! I hate it!!!
Grammy was admitted to the hospital tonight. The G's are busting ass to get out there.
This summer sucks as of this week!
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| Friday, July 11th, 2008
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7:19 am - bummerarama
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So yesterday on my way to work I got into a car accident. It was one of those I thought he wasn't going to go and he thought I wasn't going to go so we collided. He hit me really hard. I cannot open my back seat driver side door now.
So he is begging me to not call the police. He doesn't understand a work I am saying. So I call mom then dad and then the police. Its obvious that he doesn't either have his license or insurance or both. Well it turns out he has insurance but no license. So he gets arrested.
I'm soooo bummed right now! My car looks like shit and theres no way that I'm going to be able to afford to fix it cause of his insurance. Also, There is no way that I can afford to just get a new car.
This week has been the shittest and most miserable week ever!
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| Tuesday, July 8th, 2008
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10:12 am - english sucks!!!
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I cannot bring myself to write this freakin paper!!!!
current mood:  bouncy
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| Monday, July 7th, 2008
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8:26 am - i'm tan as hell...
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Yesterday Dad and I got home from our fourth of July vacation. Hannah didn't go because she was told that no one at her work could take the weekend off. But the poor thing was called and told not to come in... lame.
Well I had a blast this weekend. Lots of time on the jet skiis lots of time in the sun. lots of laughs.
Billy left a little over a week ago and I haven't talked to him since tuesday. He went on myspace yesterday so atleast I know he's still alive. Now it's just catching him online so I can talk to him...
Back to Sociology I go.
current mood: blah
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| Sunday, June 29th, 2008
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6:34 am - crazy ass week
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so billy was home these two weeks. CRAZY!!!
The first week we went to six flags, dates, the dells, a wedding, and family functions.
The second week we did more dates, family functions, and today was all day swimming with his family.
I'm kinda bummed and sad... I'm sitting here waiting to say good bye while were sittign here watching transformers with his brother. I would looovveee to be with him by myself... not going to happen I guess.
current mood: blah
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| Tuesday, June 17th, 2008
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2:14 pm - day 5 of billy home
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Well this morning at 9 am we went to the dmv... haha sucks
Then all day today he's doing a bachlor party... yea that's right.. all day!!! what the f?
it's from 1030 to 430 then soemthing else from 630 to whenever... a little annoyed but whatevery
current mood: awake
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1:32 am - fun exciting things!!!
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So Billy came home on Friday. Didn't think he was going to be here till Saturday. So that was a nice suprise!
We did lunch, shopping, and just hung out like the cute couple that we are. haha
Then Saturday was the day from hell.... we went all the way to Minneapolis which is 6 hours away for a grad party that we are at for about 4 hours. Then we drove all the way home the same day!!! the four of us went with the G's. So 6 of us in one van!!! Grandma packed enough food for a good size army. So it was a little packed!
Sunday. We celebrated Father's Day. Lunch with my parents. And dinner with Billys family. Very crazy and exhausting day.
Today I went to work. Billy came for my break. I pressured him into going on a date. We can't decide on a movie to go see.
And now I'm laying on his bed on his arm while he's slowly falling asleep.... Doesn't look like were leaving any time soon...
current mood:  content
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| Thursday, May 29th, 2008
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10:23 pm - forgetting
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I hate the fact that I'm starting to forget certain things.
I'm forgetting how it felt to be with him. to be held, to kiss, to touch, to laugh with him, to be right next to him, everything....
I hate that i'm forgetting how it feels to be 19 again. Hannah had a bbq the other night and had friends over and for the first time since January I felt like I was 19. I love that feeling of care freeness, the laughing so hard you almost pee your pants. I miss it.
I hate that I'm forgetting the feeling of calmness. That no matter how many times I try to lay in bed all I think about is my day, what I need to get, how the hell and I going to pay for this, how is he doing, is he ok, everything is always on my mind.
I hate that I'm forgetting how it to have a girlfriend always by your side before your boyfriend! I haven't had that in a while too!
I'm just sick of everythign right now!
I just want him home. I just want everything ot be like it was last year! Great friends, boyfriend was here, everyone was safe. I just want it to be ok again....
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| Sunday, May 25th, 2008
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12:09 pm - ggrrrr
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I am having one of the worst days ever!!
First off I am dositting this weekend. So this morning I wake up to get ready for church and my shower bag is covered in shampoo. My shampoo bottle was open and it leaked ALL over my stuff!!
Then hannah and I got a bagel and some McDonalds adn I spilled Orange Juice on me and Then I tried eating my bagel and I got butter on me! So I went to church with orange juice on my leg and butter on my boob!!
Then I was going back to the dog house and I accidentally bumped into the guy in front of me. So we called the cops and then he wrote up a accident form and I got a warning. That is my third warning!! haha
It's just one of those days. It sucks! haha
I'm so ready for Billy to call and make everything better!
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| Friday, May 23rd, 2008
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7:02 pm - I've got big boobs
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So billy ordered me online this really nice swim suit from Hollister. it's a 100 dollars!1 was sooo excited. i got the top yesterday. yea right! my boobs didn't fit in that sucker! and that was the biggest size that they had. He also sent me a 50 dollar gift card for the store also. I went in there today and I guess i never realized how large my boobs are. I looked gigantic in everything in that store. So I ended up getting a sweatshirt and a polo for him exciting! haha
i did get some new clothes tho! i love it!!!
so tomorrow is hannahs grad ceremony, then just hanging out at the dog sitting house... boring... i'm going to read a lot this weekend! YES!!! and cropping that night!!!
then sunday church, church, meeting, barbeque, dog house again.
monday no work and i'm just hanging out and then hanging out with the g's!! maybe do some shopping...
hhmmm
i love an exciting life.
3 weeks till the b man comes home!!! sooo exciting!!!!
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| Tuesday, May 20th, 2008
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9:27 pm - grrrr
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I hate the feeling of not being in control!!!
I want him home now. Right now. I want him to be sitting next to me. I want him to be on the couch griping cause he doesn't want to watch the chick flick that's on. I hate it! I want to fall asleep in his arms. I want to kiss him! I want to feel his touch. I want to touch him. I want to smell him. I want to hear that loud jeep roll in front of the house. I want to go pig out of Gee-N-Jays and just laugh in the park after dark. I want to go shopping and try on all this fun stuff. And have him look at me and give me the craziest bitterflies in my stomach!! I want to feel his hand on my neck and his fingers in my hair while he kisses me!
I want him... soooo bad!
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| Friday, May 16th, 2008
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9:53 pm - grades in
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I got my grades today! An A, B, and 2 C's.
Not bad. Just happy that I'm done with that and I'm moving on....
I'm taking 3 summer classes, one starts next week. And the others start end of June. Then I'm done with those in July.
Then I start again in August.
Sad life I live. But I'm very proud of the life that I live.
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| Wednesday, May 14th, 2008
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11:34 pm - Finito!!!
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I finished all of my finals today. The only one I am afraid of is bio. But if I even got half wrong I'll still pass. So cross your fingers i'm not that stupid! haha
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| Wednesday, May 7th, 2008
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9:04 pm - accomplished!
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So I have turned in two different projects. I have a test on friday. then a test on monday. then a test on tuesday. a test due on tuesday. then another test on wednesday!
SAVE ME!!!
ps. why do mother in laws feel that they are worth nothing once their son has a gf?
i'm going crazy right now talking to her!
current mood:  crazy
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| Friday, April 25th, 2008
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9:29 pm - too much
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there is way too much going on
i accomplished a lot in the past few days, but i still feel like i haven't done a thing.
i have a tent and cooking utensils in my room, they'll be there till june
i have a grad gift in my room
a fathers day/birthday gift in my room
books all over my floor
schedules going on in my head at 100 mph
projects up the wazoo
a paper i'm not looking forward to doing at ALL!
dealing with billy and his schedule, his schedule in june, trying to get him some new clothes to wear, and just dealing with him in general is exhausting!
too much going on in my head these days.
tomorrow is my day to do homework, make a huge dent in projects, and papers.
sunday is my day to work int he yard with dad, get my room cleaned and organized, and just get my head and week organized.
why do we bury ourselves with so much to do and to think about.... it's so bad for us!
current mood:  busy
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| Tuesday, April 15th, 2008
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9:18 pm - lonely... o so lonely....
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Eh, so lately is has been getting harder and harder with Billy being gone. It stinks so much. You start to feel unloved. I don't get to talk to him everyday. And when i do get to talk to him it's for a short amount of time and it just gets harder and harder. And then when he says that he doesn't feel like he's ever coming home and he sounded like he lost his heart, it got even harder.
I just want to talk to him. So i was told that he would be on at 9 pm our time. And now I have been sitting her for 20 minutes and he's still not on...
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| Monday, April 7th, 2008
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10:08 pm - busy life...
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so everything is just busy busy busy! all the time!!
I'm trying to keep up with school, work, friends, old friends, and trying to plan for when billy comes home. it's all a pain in the ass.
i'm doing ok in school. i have to step up my game and end strong. not do bad in the end.
work is ok. i just go for 4 hours a day. i go in and then i go out.
friends are alright. i don't have many.
i'm kinda becoming friends with joren (max) again. we've done lunch and tonight we did dinner tonight. just talking about old times. new times. just stuff. he's changed a little bit but not much.
and when billy is home in june, his first week is planned. and the second week is getting there.
i got a card from him today! very exciting!
current mood:  creative
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| Friday, March 21st, 2008
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4:51 pm - hellloooo......
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so i've been dogsitting since tuesday and i am so bored and i am going crazy.
had kinda a rough week with billy. found out some stuff that i wasn't too happy about.
i'm dogsitting next week now too.
and i'm working next week from 9-6 all week. awesome!!!
mom is coming over for dinner tonight! i'm really excited!!
current mood:  bored
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| Thursday, March 13th, 2008
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9:59 pm - yep yep yep
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i just painted my nails light pink
baking brownies for mommy
haven't talked to billy in 3 days it's a record
don't have any homework for this weekend!!!
going shopping after work tomorrow
babysitting and sleeping at the hornickels
cropping all day
babysitting nico
church and time with family!!!!
what an exciting life i live
o and my abs hurt from working out!
current mood:  amused
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